Ya well I'm a art loving person by nature but life has haulted all but everything that was artsy in my life. I haven't drawn anything for ever so I suck now, I haven't written anything either not even a note! I* still listen to music but I rairly sing it. Maybe with my stress inducing roomates gone I can get back to being me and doing what I love. Ya I moved again... and got roomates that lasted 3 months. Ya well what can I expect of course having roomatess sux. Unless your fucking them or in love with them roomates never work. Cause with dating your room mate you fight ya but you have wasy to show them your side *hint hint* that and the care about your happness so they try not to piss you off. where as roomates that your not dating they kinda care more about them selves then they do about how it effects you. I donno me and my bf do the living together thing pretty well but the roomate thing put so much stress on me that it effected me and my bf's relationship because I'd be so stressed from my roomates that when he's do or say some thing I'd tweak on him. So we fought alot, which sucked.But by the end of this month all their shit will be out and everything will be fine. I just have to get through this month. Well for any one who reads this I'm looking for some one to help me design a tattoo so if your interested send me a note k ?

Well I havent done a journal entry for a while I just thought I'd do one . Well sept 6th I went to see Disturbed in concert it was awesome. I did a little croudsurfing and spent most of my time in the mosh pit or right up close to the band. It was a great concert sadly it wasn't even full mind you there was a lot of people but we were able to buy tickets at the door and thats kinda unusual for a band that good.
Me and my boyfriend are still together it's been over a year now and were still totally in love. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend! We've figured out we only fight about once every hundred days. So I guess were due for one soon lol jk.
Any ways he gets to meet my moms side of the family for thanksgiving. Which I'm soo looking forward to. I can't wait! I mean I've met his dad's side of the family and that was last thanksgiving so this thanksgiving is his turn to meet some of my family.
Awww my poor kitten will be ball less for thanksgiving weekend. I sorta feel bad for him but my landlord says in order to keep him I have to get him nutered. He's the cutest cat. And still very much a baby even though he is getting smarter. He almost got on top of the refrigerator the other day. Which isn't good ... if you knew me you'd know what I mean by that. He's alos got a new god mother now. The godfathers gf Stef is the god mom... which makes sence.
Well for bitch I havent heard from her and she has pretty much totally alienated the whole west side. I don't even think she goes out there any more.which is good cause then I don't have to worry about seeing her when I go to see my bf.
Sadly dustin has moved to st T. but before then she alienated him too. I think she has a nack for that sorta thing. I feel bad for what ever poor souls she's tormenting now.
Well I better be going. Just wanted to update my journal for anyone who actually reads it. toodles

she hates me she hates me she hates me....why??

Well I recently had a friend tell me pretty muchthat she hates my guts and never wants to see me again. I don't get it .... She has hurt me way more than I have hurt her and yet I forgave and now she hates me ? She has a tendancy to push people away and thats just what she has done but despite the fact that she knows she tends to do this she has no interest in changing it ... why? Why is it she refuses to help her self ... My boyfriend has been a big help latly he cheered me up when she told me she hated me and he's helping me deal with some of this anger. well I'm gonna go now.

well I haven't been on gaia for ages. mainly beacause I have no internet. and without internet I am hopeless. Well I have a million things to tell you. For one ... I'm in love! I never thought I could fall for some one so deeply and easly but I did. He's my world. Which i some times sit a think oh wow that sounds pathetic. But I can't think of what I'd do with out him. Actually i did ... and it made me cry... so I'm not doing that again. But he's amazing! He makes me laugh and he cheers me up when I'm down and he's sweet and caring (though he claims he's not) I love him in all his intirty. And on top of it he loves me! who knew? Just thinking of him cheers me up he has the most amazing smile and his eyes are like a dream... I'm still not sure as to what colour they are... I guess their a lil bit of everything just like him. He's stuck with me longer than anyone else. Right now I'm grounded so I won't get to see him till the first of febuary. See I got grounded for what I did on new years not that you really need to know that but long story shot I have no life for a month. I Miss HIm ~!!!! Right now I;m trying to get one of his friends to go out with my friend Tara and so far they seem to be hitting it off. She meets him face to face tommorrow! It would be cool if htey got together cause then we can all goto prom together. Oh btw the guy I'm head over heels for his name is Grant. Great name isn't it? I think so. Well anyways thats good enough for now. I don't know when I'll be on next but I have so much stuff to add to this page. I even got better at drawing! I kid you not ! well anyways toodles! I <3 Grant S. H. !!!

it's been a while since I could say ...
my pc has worked this awesome !!! aww I had to reformatt it *crys* but it works a million times better than it used to !
it's been a while since I could say ...
that I wasn't grounded ya consantly beeing grounded it sux but I keep screwing up suposedly ... oh well
it's been a while since I could say ...
damn I miss every 1!!! miss teddybear , quinn , nat & stacy (of course <3 u 2!!! ), michelle , bitch teehee , ect ect ... school is perma over and so now begins my new life where I have to meet the real wrld head on!!!
it's been awhile since I could say ...
I wasn't addicted ... to you ... if you know who I'm talking about I give you 10 points if not then you don't want to know ....
well thats all toodles !!!!