If I was a sucide Junky
how many ways could I die
what would it be like to be immortal
to wake up from a shot to the head
or a tumble from a 10 story building
and what would it be like to watch
your self die over and over again
yet know that it never really ends

If I was a sucide Junky
would it be the type of addiction
that I can't ever quit
would my only friends become
the rope I hang my self from
or the gun I hold to my head
how long could I go without ending it all
how long could I survive not fully dieing

If I was a suicide Junky
how many times would I have died by now
and what would have set me off to start
could I live and die each day with out
some one there for me to wake up to
would death mean any thing to me at all
would it all become so repetative
is there a point where you just
don't feel the rush that started
it all in the first place

If I were a sucide Junky
would I miss you
would you notice me gone